TOW the Honeymoon Talk

Yesterday, we took time away from
the busy city life. We went to somewhere
near yet far.

So while we were walking, I randomly asked him
if we could be anywhere around the world, where would
that place be. He answered almost instantly.

Weird answer.

His instantaneous reply was India.

In my mind, I was thinking his reply
will be our honeymoon destination someday.

I immediately laugh out loud and told him that
I would not want India to be where we first fly off
together as a couple.

Than later part of the day, we continued and he considered
Bahrain, Dubai and Japan but switched to Switzerland when he
saw the Tourism Switzerland advert on TV.

As for me, I choose Bangkok, Thailand
and am actually considering Seoul as well.

Macam la besok nak kawen!!!

Time will do the proving.

TOW my 25th Birthday Celebration

I have tons to share.

About the KL Trip in 3 parts.
About my outburst convo with Mama.

For now, I shall start with my belated
25th birthday celebration over at his place.

My actual birthday was like any normal
Thursday because he have to attend course, work
and school which took up the whole day.

So he promised that he would make-up
for the celebration few days later.

I started my Saturday with Phototaking session
at class. It was solemn but we all somehow or rather
managed to remain positive.
Then he fetched me and waited me to change
before we head to Vivo. We went around and he
went in almost all the shop

Me?
I kept complaining that I am
thirsty because I am a water-monster.

After 3 hours,
finally, he got us a Casio watch each.

We then proceed to Simpang and got food
for everyone before heading back to his place.

I was so glad when I do not see balloons
and banners when I stepped in his place.

So everything was calm.

He was kinda pissed someone delayed
his plan but he managed to pulled it off.

We had our dinner;

played with Putri;

took our photos;

and secret present giving in the room.

I love that all the pictures taken are random.

So I was kinda glad that that was it not
until he and Abang brought out the Cake.

When I saw my name on the cake, I was
touched because no one has ever done that before
plus its done in front of his whole family.

Then my stress-face come out because he insisted
that I cut the cake at the hall in front of everyone.

Love this picture taken by Abang.

Before I proceed outside, Hanis and Kamal
gave their ‘birthday present’ forcing me to use
it right away.

I know I look so cool in this UV-protected Sunglass.

But Father looks so much cooler in that Sunglass.

Then I cut the cake.
Sayang sey.

Distributed the cake before having
one slice for myself in the kitchen

Then I thought that its done but he refuse
to send me home until I open my birthday present.

Guess what I saw?

I HAVE A HELINA!!!!

Awesome or what??!!!

To Mohamad Halem,
Thank you so much for your time and effort to
make my 25th birthday a super memorable event!!

Sincerity is the key to any successful Relationship.

TOW the kiss-and-make-up Day

So we had a tiny-winny fight just the other day
which kinda dragged abit and I was kinda not in the
mood to throw him long questions.

My ultimate goal was still to meet because I
was missing him tons from the little weekdays time.

Out of nowhere, I typed and sent him this first message.

He replied me within a minute.

From his style of replying, I knew he was still
kinda burning so that got me into this second one.

From replying the numbers he changed
to the word which I thought was good progress.

Then I tried ‘testing’ his mood
level using what I call the Loving Level.

This test got him ‘talking’ which made me smile.

Then I triggered him to select the
kind of day he want our day to be.

He then, chose out of the list.

Which made me ask him to reconsider his choice.

Which made him go back to numbers.

Then the ultimate question.

And his ultimate answer.

Then from there I secure my man =)

And we had a great Sunday after those messages.

Mohamad Halem Bin Jasni,
I can never stop loving you sayang.

You are all to me.

All we have to do is decide what to do with the time given to us.

TOW the beautiful Talks

Lately, I have been having a lot
of awesome conversations with him.

Talks about the conversations that I shared
with Mother about how I want to save up first
before making plans about our future.

Here and there, we do talks about future and
sponsors like how we both want Tanal to sponsor
our overseas trip because she is as close as
a sister to me.

When I asked him where he wants to take me,
he told me it doesn’t matter as long as I am out
of the country with you.

Yes, I know.
Very sweet.

And for Christmas, we took over Mother’s
kitchen and cooked Ayam Kasturi for the main and
Éclair and Cream Puff for dessert with him as
my capable Assistant Chef.

Awesome experience that we both are
looking forward for in the near future.

I love the fact you love learning
new challenges as much as I do.

To 2010 and to us,

 Fantasies of today may spark the realities of tomorrow.

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TOW Love

Hatred paralyzed life,
love releases it.

Hatred confuses life,
love harmonizes it.

Hatred darkens life,
love illuminates it.

Love is a beautiful thing.

At the very least, you
make it so beautiful for me.

Put aside the frowns, misunderstandings
and mistrusts, it is you who I want to be with
at the end of every day no matter what.

You make me a better person out of everything.

When I am uncomfortable doing new things,
you joined me so that if ever made a fool of myself,
you will be there covering it.

When I am nervous about anything, you did not
hesitate to hold my hands and let me know that come
what may, you will be there with me.

When I am being unreasonable, you understood
and did not probe because you knew somehow or
rather, I will pour it out to you.

For these and everything else that I can
take forever to list down, thank you so much.

I can never imagine my life without you.

Mohamad Halem Bin Jasni,
Will you be mine always?

Good things come to those who wait but better things comes to those who are patient.

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TOW my Getaway to KL

A holiday is supposed to be an enjoyable
event of the year where one just let loose after
a year of hard-work and stress.

I can’t say the same for mine.
It was so unpredictable.

I cannot imagine how to begin the
unpredictability I went thru to go across boarders.

What I thought was the full-stop turns out to
only be the beginning of many more emotional rides.

Flight and coaches aside, I really cannot
decide whether it was all worth it or otherwise.

So I guess next destination is Singapore.
Duration of stay? For as long as my marital
status remain Single.

Congratulations for trying but
you are still confined in your own little
tiny-weenie little world.

All negativity asides, I will now convert
my little KL experience into words and tell the
story my style.

Went on my first flight with SIA
after not having taken the plane for more than a
decade thanks to Tanal & Jay’s sponsorship.

It was my first on the plane with Tanal and
my kiddos. It was also Aisyah’s first on the plane.

The boys all ready to board the plane.

While Hamzah, Tanal and me got our own
seat under Economy, Umar and Aisyah was
a toddler under each of us.

Everything was smooth-sailing
especially the surprising of every member
of the family with my surprise visit.

There were the talks I had
with Khali, Tamia and Gai separately.

It has been ages since I did this with them.

After the nightmare at Pudu, we went
Ampang Tesco for dinner and a little shopping.
It was like Carrefour.

Oit, da nak kawen pon maseh nak beli
Barbie ker. Actually she was looking for
Polly-pocket. No idea why!

We also had so much fun with Tanal only
little princess while she was changing the boys.

Do you prefer
Shady Little Aisyah,

All-covered up Little Aisyah,

Or

Snowy Princess Little Aisyah??

Voting Lines are now open!!!

And how can we ever miss Gai and me
Photo-shooting Session. This time, no attire
changing but just heads-up.

This will also be the last time both me and
Gai can stay late night snapping unnecessary photos
because come June, she will be married.

I also received treatment and Ironing for my
hair worth RM350 courtesy of Gai. She do up my hair
at the convenience of her place.

This was taken while she did up my Ironing
with the first batch of ‘air-longkang’. So smelly!!

And this after the wash and on to the
next batch which was cold and less smelly.

Tanal also got her Wash and
Blow at the stroke of midnight

But the highlight of the night was,
Hamzah joined in the fun after Umar and
Aisyah turned in for the night.

Both me and Gai slept at 0330hrs with me
taking Umar’s side and her Hamzah’s side. Another
awesome feeling sleeping and having the
kiddos hugging you.

I went back early the next morning.

Khala was so sweet sending me to
Pudu and even waited till the bus move off.

It was my first alone in a couch from KL back
to Singapore. I slept the first 3 hours and had an
alone early Ramli Burger lunch at Lurkin.

I will never forget my first trip alone
out of Singapore. Also my first with my Kiddos.

Like Tamia said, although there was a lot
of places uncovered, at the very least, I got to
be there around the people I miss.

How true!!

It was an awesome experience.

Do I miss him? No doubt about it.
Wish he were there? Definitely.

Again,
what the future holds for me, I do not know
but I know I cannot wait to fly and travel with
Mohamad Halem Bin Jasni
someday.

=)

Everyone must go through a storm to get to a rainbow.

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TOW my Kiddos

I have had so much fun ever since I decided
to technically become a more involved Auntie to
Tanal’s kids which I call my Kiddos.

Well, not only are we creating stronger bonds,
I do feel like I do have a sister all over again. The
past does not matter to me anymore, somehow.

Like what I have learn from my class,
we are not after the winnings but the truths.

I am currently learning tons of Motherhood stuff
first-hand from Tanal and it is nice. It is early but I am
enjoying baby-sitting and easing her loads.

The Kiddos can become a handful at times especially
when we are out, but when we try, we both learn and I
love taking that journey with her.

When she learn, I learn too and it does become
a win-win thing. I am noticing that she is slowly trusting
me to handle the kiddos on my own whenever
she have the chance =)

I do quite can relate the tiredness from looking
after a kid from day-to-day basis especially when
she have 3, which is more than a handful.

I can safely say I do get lethargic when I do
not see my Kiddos because I see them only on
Wednesdays and Fridays.

Sometimes, I break my routine just so I can
see them and I know Tanal is more than happy
that I adore them.

Presenting my 3 Little Kiddos =)
Hamzah, my always-call-me-Athir Bear

Umar, my mini M&M water Monster

Aisyah, my precious smiley Fishball

The satisfaction I get when they
willingly come and hug and kiss me;

The satisfaction I get when I am lazing around
watching TV and the come and lie down at my lap;

The satisfaction I get when
they hold my hand in public;

The satisfaction I get
when they cry as I am leaving;

The satisfaction I get when I take
them out on my own even just downstairs;

are all beyond words.

3 more to go, Ta =)

What is meant to be will always find a way.